TY - BOOK AU - Baek Sehee AU - Hur, Anton TI - I want to die but I want to eat tteokbokki: conversations with my psychiatrist SN - 978-1-5266-4809-9 AV - BF 511 B34 2023 PY - 2023/// CY - London PB - Bloomsbury Publishing KW - MENTAL HEALTH KW - PSYCHOLOGY KW - SELF-ACTUALIZATION (PSYCHOLOGY) KW - SELF-HELP TECHNIQUES KW - DEPRESSION, MENTAL -- TREATMENT N1 - Translated from Korean; Prologue -- 1 Slightly depressed -- 2 Am I a pathological liar -- 3 I'm under constant surveillance? -- 4 My desire to become special isn't special at all -- 5 That goddamn self-esteem -- 6 What should I do know myself better -- 7 Regulating, judging, being disappointed, leaving -- 8 Medication side effects -- 9 Obsession with appearances and histrionic personality disorder -- 10 Why do you like me? will you still like me if i do this? or this? -- 11 I don't look pretty -- 12 Rock bottom -- 13 Epilogue : It's okay, those who don't face darkness can never appreciate the light -- 14 Psychiatrist's note: from one incompleteness to another -- 15 Postscript: reflections on life following therapy -- 16 Have your tteokbokki ER -